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I'm fucking miserable! :D
It's fantastic! Honest
 Wowzers...so obviously I haven't posted anything in a long time. That's nothing new. 
I don't even feel like writing right now. 
I havta get up at 6 in the a.m. tomorrow (or today, whatever) and it's 1 in the morning.
I came from work about two hours ago, and I'm still not sleeping. What in the world is wrooong with meee!!?
It's just that I saw my friend had started a blog, and got kinda inspired to update this thing. :p 
I guess I can always write something tomorrow. Y'know during the hours that it'd be normal for me to be up, when I know I don't have to get up for work in a few hours! I think I'm some kind of masochist in the form of sleep deprivation. Seriously man, things have gotta change. Well, it's not that serious.
Anyways, I'm outta here. I'll update tomorrow...if I feel so inclined.
Oooh, what's this I see. MOOOH - byle posting!!

Ahaha, definitely bed time!



So I'm at my gramma's house, and we're watching TV while I crochet when I see a trailer for 'Men Staring at Goats' And guess who's in itttt...Ewan McGregor!!! :D <3 The love of my liiffee!
Haha, okay, the celebrity love of my life. I'm so excited, I can't wait til it comes out! The best thing is I have free movie tickets that never expire, so most likely during one of my 5 hour breaks between classes, I'll go see it at the theatre. Heh, gaaah, so happy.
I'm a loser.
I know. ^_^

Happeee :D

Hmm, the last time I wrote something, it was about me seeing Utada, but unfortunately I didn't get to see her. She had gotten sick and wasn't able to fly in. Ho-hum, maybe a next time.

Anyways, REALLY good news! lol
I graduated yesterdaaayy!! :D
I'm so happy! It was sooo nice to finally get my diploma (well not really, it comes in the mail, but...). I mean, I know I've only been at SCA for two years, and didn't experience what the girls who've been there since Freshman year experienced or anything like that, but I'm SO happy to have spent my last two years with those girls. ♥♥♥

I had put up pictures of the graduation on Facebook, and one of the girls I knew from my old school commented, saying I should have graduated with them (at Maginn). But, y'kno, I couldn't exactly reply, "Well, frankly, I prefer it here...soo, I'm kinda glad I am where I am" lol  I mean sure, the memories I had at my old school will always remain (the good ones anyway), and I remember when I first came here that I had wanted to just go home and everything back to normal. But,  now, I'm glad I'm here, despite the circumstances that got me here in the first place. It's hard to explain, kind of. So I'm done. xD

So I was watching a crocheting show (yes, yes..¬_¬) that comes on those public television channels. And they made this little teacup


And now I want to creat one a'cuz it's so adorable! And lean how to make my own designs and stuff. So, that's gonna be a hobby this summer, crocheting. I used to do it, but it was just the simple stuff. And also,  a Michael's store opened up near where I live, so it'll be easy to get yarn, and more things for crafts and stuff! I'm so excited. :D
And I'm thinking of applying there anyway, super dicount baby, yeah! lol And they've great benefits too! 
Well, I'm gone! 12 in the morning, I gotta get to bed. Last day of volunteer tomorrow(finally!) and hanging out with the girls! :D

Music widget, not what I planned lol

Man, I can't stand college...processes..>l

Wow, I haven't posted anything since....a really long time. lol
Hmm, let's see...well, I went to Italy for a week! :D
It' was awesome! I had such a good experience and had such a fun time with my friends. I mean, we bumped into some problems here and there, but nothing worth mentioning. It made my passion for travel run even deeper, I can't wait to go somewhere else!

Hm, what else, I went to go to drop off my Financial Aid Package at Mercy College, since it was due today....and me being me, waited till the last minute. ^^" But anyways, I hated the campus. Wait, actually, it wasn't even a campus. It was a building. Not even a distinct building. In fact, I almost passed the damn place. *sigh* This is what happens when you don't prepare and plan, and make appointments and do things on time. u_u,,
And now, I want to change and go to Iona because the have a campus. One where I can be like, '"Oh my gosh, it's already 12:45 and my class starts at 1. Now I havta cut through Building C to get there on time!" *Runs*'
I dunno, I want to have that kind of experience. lol Well, I guess I'll just take my classes at the campus in the Bronx which isn't bad, it's just that it's bleh....oye.
Anyways, so that-
OH WAIT! Utada Hikaru is coming to Best Buy in NY on the 12th!
I mean, I just got into her music only a few weeks ago, but I love her so far. Her voice is so....awesome!
I am so going! I have to! It's necessary and proper to my music psyche, so yes, booked up for the 12! :D Can't wait!
Here's her most recent MV!

I am so stressed, man!
Being a senior is NOT fun anymore. I mean, it's not bad, but geez, it's not easy. I am so failing math, it isn't even funny. It's like, when my teacher is teaching and stuff, I understand it. It looks okay and I can do it. But come test time, it's like...'uhhh, what?' It's annoying and frustrating and I hate it! I took a make-up test yesterday, and I still got a low grade. How lame is that?! :[
I guess some good news is that I've been moved up to AP English from regular. I feel a little pressured though, because I feel like I won't meet my teacher's expectation. Like, I'll fail miserably and she'll look down on me for the rest of my year there. Okay, maybe not that, but yeah. My doubts plague my mind like a nasty illness whenever I'm in class. I need to go find some confidence, stat.
Oh yeah, and my aunt says she wants to go work in Dubai for two years after I get into college (don't even get me started on that one) and today she's all like, do I wanna go? Argh, I don't know. I don't want to uproot again, and make new friends. I mean, I'd have to do that here to, but at least I'd have my old ones, ya know.u_u,, I dunno what I want to do. Dubai does sound interesting, but do I really want to just move outta the country like that....
I need time...but I don't know where it went. I don't think it likes me anymore...-__-

Eh. It's life...

So, yeah...

Er. school started and it's okay, I suppose. A little stressed about college and getting in. My friend keeps reassuring me, but I have this irrational fear of not getting into any college I apply to. Like, I'm gonna end up on the street or something, begging for change. And, okay, that's probably not gonna happen, but yeah... But otherwise, I'm all good. Everything going pretty well...

I started comic book classes the 2 weeks ago and it's pretty awesome. It's just starting out, but it's really exciting and the professor is kinda cool. I like him. Hmm, what else....

Oh, yeah! I need a job. I had a job interview last week Friday, but the lady called me the other day and was like, "No job fer you!" It's because I couldn't work on Mon and Tue, a'cuz I have club. Ho-hum, maybe something better will come along. Or maybe I'll actually get that job at Barnes & Nobles, that way I'd get to work around books! =]  I'm still waiting on my SS card. I can't believe I lost it tho! I think I threw it away with the envelope they send your stuff back in when you apply for a passport, so...whoops! haha

There's this stay the night thing at SUNY Oneonta on the weekend of the 8th in November...I really want to go, just to check out the campus and see if I would really want to spend the next four years of my life there. My aunt doesn't want me to go away, but I kinda really don't wanna stay in the city anymore. There's nothing wrong with it, it's just I want to leave already. We'll see, I guess

Oh, and tomorrow starts Spirit Week! Tomorrow is Twin Day...lol. I still don't have a twin but whatever. Imma just gonna wear black and hope for the best...lol.

That's all for now, I guess. When something interesting happens, I'll try to remember it so I can log it in here. :D



Tomorrow. At 3.
We have orientation for 2 hours! Wha sense does tha make. A two hour orientation! I wonder what we're gonna talk about in that looonngg span of time.
But, otherwise than that, I'm truly excited about going back and seeing all my friends. I remember last year when I saw everyone screaming and hugging and all that stuff and thinking, "Just shut up and sit down already!"
But this year, I know I'm gonna be part of all that and I'm kinda looking forward to it. I have friends and my new life isn't as bad as I thought it would be, so I'm pretty happy. :D

I really, really can't wait!

The Woe of the lost and weary

Hmm, okay. Well last week, there was a SUNY college night in Manhattan. I wanted to go because Oneonta is one the colleges on my list and it was a good opportunity to check out other colleges. So, I googled the directions, looked at the map on mta. com and had everything planned out. I left at four, planning to get there in the hour of five or so, because it started a six. And I like to be early. 
Anyways, I was waiting on the 28 bus. But somehow, I got on the 26. I could've sworn it was the 28! I dunno, maybe something was in my eye, but I got on the bus. When I realized that it wasn't going the route that the 28 normally does, I just figured it was a detour, since they were doing construction. But it wasn't a detour, and by the time I knew that I was too far away from a 28 bus stop to transfer. Soo, I got off at White Plains Rd, and took the 5 train. I figured I could ride it until there was a stop in which I could transfer to the A train. But apparently, the train was on a route train. I ended up in Manhattan, but I had no idea where I was. And I was no where near close to where 168th street (where I was supposed to be). I stopped off at 116th street. So, with my umbrella firmly gripped in my hand, I started walking north. I knew I was going the right way because the streets were going in numerical order (117th st, 118th, etc...) Anyways,  I stopped at a bus stop, because I knew I wasn't gonna get to 168th street on time by walking. But, I took the bus the wrong way! It was the 7, but the phone rang at the time thew bus stopped, and I had to maneuver with my cell, and my wallet, and my umbrella, and my backpack. Okay, so that's no excuse, but still. It wasn't till a few streets later that I realized I was going the wrong way, so I got off the bus and tried to back track to find a next bus that would take me somewhere close to my destination. I was going to take the 2 bus, but I couldn't find the stop. I asked a cab driver, but he didn't know.
So, I started walking. And walking. And walking. I stopped in gas station along the way, but no one was inside and they didn't have any map that pertained to NY, so that didn't help. Anyways, I eventually found a train station that had the A train. I got on, and got there at 6:03! I was quite proud of myself that I had actually gotten there on time. I got back without any troubles. Now I know how to get around Manhattan. Kind of. Well, not really. I just hope that doesn't happen again. I hate being lost.



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